for long time we already been planning,
but i always screwed up at the ending.
i am begging for your forgiveness on that bad-day-friday,
that day was ours.. but where i was by the time??
you send me a message " hurry back, i am waiting". but i dont reply anything..
why? my hp was absolutely 100% out of battery.. oh, hell ! what should i do??
i know, i know.. u must be shitting mad at me.. it has been so many years we are together.. its make me sick, trust me .. i am sick.. BECAUSE I CANT MAKE IT TO YOU......
to at least see your face,
to at least smile and share the joy and laughter..
i am so sorry.. forgive me