when a place is no longer a heaven

this one is pitiful.. full of tense.. its a mental bullying,

its no use, bursting into tears for 4 nights in a row, but you will somehow,

bear the ending that you will lose more that what you own,

or already have...

stand tall.. and dont forget to pray. to god that you will not be a loser that much..

to change, its not easy..

so hard to satisfy all the parties..

whats in their head??

i am sorry, yes i admit..

can we just let bygone be bygone..

i am begging..